Tuesday, 19 February 2013

The Plague Inc

Plague Inc
 
Been playing a game at work today with my Samsung Galaxy tab :D Well, I'm not slacking but whole office only left with my assistant and me, all our job is done way ahead so I ask her to just relax, so am I :O. So I decide to read my book, Hunchback of the Notre Dame. But I got lost in the first chapter :'(! Doesn't know what it's talking when all the french wording or quotes came out :(.. so :O!!! I decide to play a game instead heh heh.
 
This game where I download from google play, called Plague Inc.
You are a disease or plague where you need to spread all over the world, sounds interesting that's why I downloaded it hehe.
 
I decided to name my disease "Hikaboo" it's not an easy game. You need to choose the correct country to spread, obviously bigger countries or richer country will be able to find a cure much faster when infected. Well, I need to touch on the map which country I wish to start my Hikaboo, so i touch the map and Spain is selected. Thinking it can be spread to France, Germany and then U.K easily.
 
So I start my virus, and slowly adjusting the Transmission method (using DNA points) where I only had 16 that time, so I decide to start transmission (spreading) through Birds and insects. Then increase the stats and research of my Hikaboo so they can't find a cure that easy, as expected it spread to Germany and France. But France research lab start working on a cure for my poor Hikaboo :(, and I got to do something. So I decide to target France climate and increase my Hikaboo sympton to kill them before they can cure it :O.
And first death appeared...
And I got given more and more DNA points which I able to used many kinds of transmission, symptons and strengthen my Hikaboo.
 
 
And obviously, Hikaboo becomes a threat worldwide :P
 
 




 
  
See the cure button on the bottom right? That is the cure research they coming out with. A few countries into this research, USA and ITALY. So I decided to spread Hikaboo more and make it more deadly, according to the climate of their countries I change my virus to spread faster and I shall target on U.K, Italy and USA.





Hikaboo start killing more & more...
 
 
 
 
 
And the world population, 100% affected by Hikaboo.
And slowly all the scientist for cure research are all dead..
 
 
And no one left in USA...  

 
 
 Then I put down my Tablet and say to my assistant :O Done! All dead :p.
 
So she asked me,
 
You don't kill living things, but you can kill the whole world with your virus *giving me a strange expression*
 
"Hehe yea :p , I don't know why but it's fun this game" I said
 
She shaked her head still confused...
 
"Look :O?!" Me showing her my tab screen.
 
Which shows the world had O survivors and all dead :|
Sometimes we just got to tell the differences between reality and games hehe thats all :O
 
 
Hope everyone have a good day.
 
Lamapig misses my Orange :( ...

Love, Lamapig
  


Monday, 18 February 2013

Prayers to you, please stay strong


Prayers to S.

A friend of sister and I know him too, for me is just briefly.
He know me as "The hulk, cool sister" lol
The hulk is a nickname of my sister, given by S. himself.

However, he got into bike accident on the 15th February. He is still in coma and critical condition, everyone send their best wishes to him and I really hope he will keep it up and come back.

He share two images, just before the accident. Images as below




Lovely message, he is a good boy and he deserve another chance..

He is only 23, he's too young, I shall pray for his safe return.


Lastly, hope Mr. Orange have a good day today.

Love lamapig xx

Friday, 15 February 2013

Over-population in Singapore?

Lamapig

I have been reading the news and there's a citizen who post a picture on Singapore News.
Picture taken on the MRT train on 13th February 2013.


Picture from Singapore News


Really crowded isn't it? Singapore is such a small place.

Lately Singapore encouraged citizen to have children, and "Baby Bonus Scheme" prize increment is introduced.

From 26 August 2012 (information from babybonus.gov.sg)

You will recieved cash reward of S$6000 for your first and second child and S$8000 each for your third and fourth.

That's a lot of money, I think it is great help since living in Singapore is very costly.
But partially it is a bit worrying, if Singaporean just start to do that a lot just for the cash?

It is like U.K, I had a couple friends we has total of 11 kids!
Before I leave U.K, she told me, "I think I'm pregnant again"
I was shocked and still happy for her, her husband worked in Aldi as assistant manager. And she's not working, do the math.

But still there is people who really love kids, and of course the more the merrier as long you can afford it? Hope just don't get too crazy because of the prize and think carefully.

Lamapig

Thursday, 14 February 2013

Valentines

This is Mr Orange, i'm not sure what to say to Lamapig about her sad tragic story when it is so personal, except it can be good to talk or write to let things out, i'm sure the heart of anyone who reads it will go out to her as mine does.

I promised Lamapig that I wouldn't feel guilty about not getting her any present, I always thought Valentines was a bit of a scam to get people to spend money in the shops so its more about money than love which seems very wrong to me, but it nice to to express your feelings so sent a card but I didn't realise that with Chinese New year the post wouldn't be normal and I forgot how important this date is for her, so I messed up. I will have to be extra nice to Lamapig when she comes to make up for it.,

Happy Valentines Day

Lamapig: Happy Valentines Day everyone & My Mr.Grey

Thank you for your nice wishes and pictures. 
I really like it. 

Just another day for me, going to work and gym after. 
Had instant noodles for dinner and it's nice. Gym really quiet, probably most couples busy with Chinese new year & valentines day that bump into each other? 

Few couples outside a restaurant "Chopsticks"
Saw around 4 women with a bunch of flowers. Mostly roses, which I doesn't like hehe. Must cost a lot isn't it? 

Well, everyday is a valentines day as long you love each other.  (super old boring saying but true) So for any ladies or gentlemen who didn't have any gifts, need not worry.I'm sure your partner knows you love them as much and need not any gifts to prove it ^^. As long you doesn't bully them :P and be nicer to them every following year hehe. 


Sad valentines day that can never vanished


Feeling down still after so many years (14 years), it's kinda silly but never goes away. When I'm alone at this particular time at night is when memories flashes back even though it's memories been locked away for so many years. 

I had post this similar post on a valentines day 2 years ago in my previous blog, and 5 years ago in my first blog. Both posted on 14th February, valentines day.

After all these years, every valentines day.. I still never forgets you.

I still recalled.. 14 years ago of today, 
I was waiting at "No Signboard Seafood" at 414 Geylang road, Singapore from 7p.m till 11.45p.m. When the waiters start getting worried as the amount of drinks I had drank and how long I been waiting..and the fact they closing at midnight.

I still remember a young waiter came to me and say, "I'm sorry, but we are closing in 15 mins, even if the person you waiting arrived now we can't serve you anything. Do you want us to give someone a call to send you back?" 

I smile in tears of his kindness, shook my head and give him the money and say "Thanks, happy valentines day" and left..

With countless of missed call to him but phone is off. 
I was wandering around Geylang, before I realized.. I've walked till Geylang Lorong 12. 

Geylang is a well-known red light district, yes I knew that. 
But didn't know it's so crowded, full of ladies dressed so little and should I say sexy with a strong mainland China ascent trying to get business. 
Lots of annoying men, say to me "Are you booked? and price?" 
I shake my head and continued walking..
But it gets more and more dangerous where group of men start yelling, and I heard "You really think you soo high class? I can get tons of you if I want to" 

So is when I decided to leave... I know something bad happen, there is no way he would leave me like that because we know how much we meant to each other. 

He vanished ever since, our old spot just 10mins away from my home. The place where I first met him, the place where he walk past everyday after work. I waited there lots of evenings but no sight of him, this time his phone is not in used anymore been cut off. I have no one I can ask about him, he is from Ipoh, Malaysia. He lived in Singapore on his own, with a brother I met couple times when he came to visit. My mum never agrees about us, she always unwillingly to hand me the phone when he called me. 

Few months has gone, I has been through all thoughts what happen?
Is it something I did wrong?
Is he really leaving me or found someone better? 
if so why he can't at least tell me.. 
Is it all lies? Maybe he just another professional sweet-talker? 

He said he can't stop thinking of me since we first met, 

-how shocked I am when he told me the for the first time, he actually like me since he first saw me from the group of girls with me who also liked him...despite how shocked and happy I am, I still rejected him (until the end then I agree)

-how he can't stop laughing at my expression when I open the umbrella and accidentally smack his nose which cause his nose to bleed.

-how he bought me a pack of porridge when I had a high fever, but ended up getting him to eat it. 

-how I acted when 2 of my friends and try to seduce him when I'm away.

lots more but it's heart-breaking to mention more..

Time flies, 4 months seen a long journey for me but August still arrives...
I finally see a familiar face, across the road waiting by the traffic lights. 
He saw me, and he waited as I walked towards him..

Short sentences that carved even till now, 

You are Christine right?
Yes..Please tell me why..


He looked at me sadly..and told me about the accident..

The turnout right beside Johor when he's heading to Singapore where a truck swerve and hit his scooter and how he was announced death on the spot..

I doesn't believe him, but his tears is real I thought.

When? ... I asked sadly..
Valentines day....I'm sorry we know he's meeting you and I doesn't know how to contact you as his I-card (prepaid temp. card) phone crushed during the accident. maybe might be better for you to not know, i shouldn't tell you but.. 

I turned about to walked off * he then say he had something for me..
a picture of Niu, in a valentine card... handwritten chinese on back of picture, happy valentines day! my love from your someone.  


It always took me awhile to think should I post or not after I reach this part, 
each time i'm afraid people who read this might misunderstood the intention of me sharing this part of my hidden sadness. Might think I'm lying? trying to get sympathy? sounds like a sad movie or love movie and surreal (Trust me I know that too). 

But it feels like a burden dropped every valentine, ready to move on to the next year again..Like i have mention, I doesn't mind what others think, as long I know how much this changes my life...that's good enough..

In the end I like to wish everyone happy valentines day, this day is only a made-up day. Do cherish your love one when you can. Saying I love you might be just a word, but it so precious when you can still hear it...


Lots of love, Lamapig




















Saturday, 9 February 2013

Kindness comes from your heart, not your mouth

I apologized for not blogging lately, a bit strange to pause the blog after the small misunderstanding.
Actually It is very small, after awhile when I think of it, I felt easy for misunderstanding it as It is just a small matter. Guess It is true, when you have a lot of stress emotionally, everything that happen to you make it seen like it is against you.

Unexpected news

My grandpa been diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, he's in the hospital for quite a while now, everyday he wishes to come home. Doctor keep saying you be able to tomorrow, but when the day arrives his blood pressure & sugar is too low and dangerous for him to come back home. So they put a bag of drips, telling us once he finished two bags of drip he able to go home. But by the time it's finishes, it's another day again and his blood sugar still wasn't enough to support him so it goes on and on.

I went to visit him on the 2nd February, no one is there as everyone is at work. my mum, sister and i went together. Grandpa is sitting on his bed by himself, fiddling with an unknown thread that came out from the trousers end.

We greet him, and I sat next to him. Mum made him some noodles but he doesn't want any. I sat next to him and as usual the same thing he asked me is if I have eaten. "Yes I did grand-pa, but I heard you haven't"
He then explained how he really can't eat anything, the feeling of helpless and he can't control it even though he really tried to eat. But it's just not an easy task.

Do not be afraid about how it looks. Just do it quietly and unobtrusively. 
A true or act of kindness comes from your heart, it doesn't matter what others say or think

 I was quite upset at mum for a moment because she keep sitting at the corridor and talking to her sisters A,B & C on the phone complaining about how sisters D & E didn't do this and that, how D & E sister's children never come and visit etc. And  telling everyone she visited today, mum barely even comes in to speak to grand-dad as she's too busy on the phone.

I went over, I told her to go in and stay by the bed for awhile.
She start saying how sisters D & E keep showing off they drive multiple cars per family to visit grand-pa, which sounds to her like they trying to show off, and D & E hinting to other sisters how my mum didn't come and visit as much as them. But the next thing you know it lead to topic that happened ages ago, before I even born.

I explained to mum, it's fine. Just go accompany grand-pa.

She was still annoyed so I got a bit unhappy with her actions and said to her,

"It doesn't matter what people think, our family doesn't have a single car like others, but that's a fact.
We might not be able to visit as much as them. But as long we know that we care, how much he meant to us.. it doesn't matter what others think"

I was trying to make her understand, doing something right need not be announced or acknowledged.
Even if no one know, they can say whatever as it's freedom of speech.
As long when we, ourselves, when we put our hand on our heart we know we didn't do anything bad in our life and only the goods.

It's alright to be cheeky with friends/partner like LOOK HOW GREAT I AM  ^^
It's only a joke and it's funny anyway hehe

What grand-pa says... 

I sat next to grand-pa, by myself.
His eyes is closing. He then turned around to me, and looked..
I whispered to him, "You must be tired, close your eyes and rest a bit."
He shake his head, and said to me

Grand-pa with a sad face: "When can i go home? Can you tell them to let me go home?"
I said sadly..: "The doctor said maybe tomorrow, if you try to eat something."
Grand-pa: "I can't eat, i have no appetite when I see food"
Me said sadly: "I know, grand-pa..., I will try speak to doctor, see if there's anyway"

Grandpa nodded...
he then placed his hand on his chest and said, "I don't smoke, I don't drink"
after he places his palm together and pray, "Please, please.. I never do any bad thing in my life, why does it have to happen to me."

It is true, grand-pa never do anything bad. He is always a good man, the pure kindness you can barely see around. I'm fortunate to be his grand daughter, because of him, I always believes what he believe in, the pure kindness is important as it make the world a better place and everything around you seen to be more clear and genuine..

At this point, I doesn't know what to say,
I placed my hand on his shoulder, and said, "You are the best grand-father in the world"

Mum and sister then came out of toilet, and mum shocked when she saw grand-pa in the praying gesture.
She looked at me, and I shake my head and lip-sync "It's alright"

Nurse told me there isn't any doctor today, but the nurse going to take blood pressure later on.

I went to grand-pa, and tell him nicely.

"Let us get you just a bit of the noodles, try to eat a few mouthful. They going to do a check-up soon so you can probably go home tomorrow"

He did ate a few mouthful later on, or drink the soup. Very little but it's better than nothing.

Grandpa discharge & went home just before the Chinese new year.
We went to see him on Chinese new year, he is sitting on sofa..relaxing.
He look a bit better but his leg is swollen, I told him

"sometimes try move your feet like this when you sitting down, doing that help your blood on your feet circulate more as you haven't been moving much"
Wiggly my foot left, right and up, down gently... 

he watch and follows...

And throughout the time he did it quite a few times on his own, makes me happy as he smile when he doing it everytime..

Love, lamapig.

















Wednesday, 6 February 2013

Lamapig: With you is different

Lamapig:

It's been a few days since I last post, to be honest I doesn't know what to post sometimes. I do have a lot things to say but I'm always not good in putting them into words. I'm better in expressing in Mandarin than English to be honest. But I'm not good in reading & writing chinese words lol. I'm hopeless -__-

Another reason is because sometimes I felt I'm the only one posting in this blog, and I doesn't know should I still continue or if he still interested in this blog.

However I went on today, I saw Mr. Orange post this morning. Kind of nice he still remember this blog, I think that's good enough. I'm sorry that he felt that way, and I will always give my support to you, morally & emotionally. Do believe in your work, and I'm sure your book will be great help to lots out there.

Mr. Orange told me about how he felt yesterday, I know how bad he have felt.
I wish there is some surprise in his life soon, instead of going through each & everyday like replaying a same video over & over again. At the point, I wish I am by his side & give him a hug...

In the past, whenever he's upset, naturally I always put my hand on his forehead, where in the beginning he always smirk when I do that but I then whisper to him

 "Close your eyes :) .. relax....relax....." 
sometimes I will add
"Don't laugh cheeky :P... relax......" 
Somehow it makes him smirk more :p 
then wait for him to calm down (which I can tell from the feeling through my hand.) 

When he's upset, I just want to hug him, not saying much but to just let him know, I'm sorry you feel that way, I know it's not easy but let me be with you, and go through slowly.. 

Feelings you hate

As I know there's wasn't much to be done as he's all by himself and doing the same thing he doesn't like all these years, without anyone to truly talk to or make a tiny differences in his life. And also know how the things that was said to him in the past still hunts him & naturally become sensitive towards what is said to him so I doesn't want him to felt threatened, intimated or any other misunderstand feelings. At this point I only want him to feel my warmth next to him, how much he meant to me.

Truly all this time, I just wish to be by his side, just to make a presence of differences in his life.
I would hate leading my life whole day, at work and even after work..

Just like, setting the alarm on my bedside table for next morning, going to work. At that moment after I've set my alarm, I lay down on my bed and start thinking.. "Sigh another day at work tomorrow" and start counting down the days for my next off day. Wasn't because I doesn't like my job, was because of you get so familiar with the environment, energy, vibes, exactly what you going to do and every single face there. Worse still, when you have the exact same breakfast too! All been set, after years of doing the same thing is when you feel meaningless. You wanted a change.

Writing a Book? 

 I told Orange maybe he can use his time to write his book whenever he could.

In the beginning he start off thinking negative, e.g Don't think anyone will like it or you got to able to solve your own problems before writing a book like that. I then suggest to Orange, start off writing a section everyday when you have spare time, try to get a head start first, and slowly keep this as a habit..

Once it's became a habit of writing everyday, if that is something you enjoyed doing, some time later your determination, confidences & sense of achievement will all sets in
Is when you able to have faith and feel better doing it in the first place as you feel the achievement & confidences is something powerful that keep you going and you will know you do the right thing or not.

Supporting each other

With something to keep your focus on, you had a goal and all the feelings of being useless and guilt will slowly disappear..

Just like in the beginning, I always tell Mr Orange to have faith in our relationship and us. Forget things that others said about relationship & has just "special" one of our own.

I always prefer unique than popularity. I doesn't like to follow the wind, in-fact I prefer to do it differently.
Just want both of us to be happy in our own way, no matter what other people say or think we should do.
And I'm glad with what we got, of course we still have our rough patches when things didn't goes well for both of us. Which is completely normally for a couple and especially when our only communication is the few hours on text or Skype, but we know how each other feels and know how to protect each other feelings.

Specially for Mr. Orange-

Most importantly we always still there for each other. And I get to see your smile and hear your laughter more & more.

-I love him bullying me, because it makes both of us smile.
-My stupid self which in other eyes display like a dumb woman but to him I'm special
-Just being by your side I'm happy, no matter if you watching silly football or other silly thing :P
-Just like everything he had, good or bad, to me is I love you for just that because that is who you are.

Valentines Day is coming soon, I love you Mr. Grey. Thank you for being there for me 

Love, Lamapig








hello

This is Mr Orange , i dont know how this is going to come out as my phone is being weird, but im at work as usual. Its strange how even though i dont like my job i feel less useless on the days that i work, even though i only have two days off a week i always feel completely useless when doing nothing much like reading or watching a movie, i always feel like i should be studying or doing something worthwhile like curing cancer or something. I should probably take Lamapigs advice and write my book every day and it will probably be finished in no time, then it will become a best seller and i will be rich, then i will use the money to make my film which nobody will watch then i will be poor again. Thats the plan.

What the book is going to be about is about all the things i have studied over the last ten years combining modern psychology, spirituality, ancient psychology, Taoism, buddhism, new age techniques, shamanism and energy work and how that relates to the modern man and their health. Sounds weird i guess but i think it will read better than it sounds.

Friday, 1 February 2013

Lamapig: Freebies, Free Samples (Singapore) only

Lamapig: Saturday, 2/2/2013 


Free samples!! Only available in Singapore though, I have been getting sample recently so I thought to share the good with everyone ^^ 


My favorite is HadaLabo, very amazing products and I had a few samples myself hehe. Lip ice is amazing too, I have received the sample last night (only take less than a day to delivered :O) which i going to save for my trip to Mr. Grey (blush) 

Most of the link, is from facebook. Just need to like their facebook page and input your delivery address and wait for your freebies. Yes! It's that simple, if you doesn't like the alert that posted on your page in facebook just choose "ONLY ME" instead of Public when the window appear. 

Enjoy the freebies :D Love - Lamapig



















































(Complete the quiz and get free sample, Answer is : EU-Patented ABA Technology, Nicotinamide and Zinc PCA 








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