Tuesday, 29 January 2013

So that's the way It is.

Lamapig: Tuesday 29/01/2013


It's Lamapig again, not a surprised I believed.
Just another day to be honest I doesn't know what to say today.

I have done the layout template, finally. Hope he likes it.
Also include a message in chinese. Firstly is because it's more original, secondly is because no one understand as meant to be a secret of what this blog is for.

Been listening to the radio, one of my favorite actor, Jordan Chan. Where it's announced his wife is due for their second child. They decided to named him "Xiao Chun Zhi" from his original name Chen Xiao Chun.
It's very sweet hearing that news and the name is really funny & cute. Just their style...

Hearing that news, I was smiling feeling so happy for them.. and sour at the same time.




I have always respect the style of this couple, as they doesn't care about the media and what others say about them. Doesn't worry anything that doesn't concerned them and always so in love with each other..

They always so playful and cheerful with each other and not worrying so much. I always try to be that way, that is why I always being called silly.. I wasn't silly but just think it's better to be who you are and be happy with your life and worries that came later can be resolved.

Start to feel so happy for them, and looking back at what I achieve,

After seeing these picture, I then realize
I felt this is something I can never reach....
Deep down I knew it aren't going to happen
But I doesn't know why everytime i felt like giving up,
Something push me back in...

I'm really tired, feeling I probably shouldn't try anymore.
Someone say if you love someone, you shouldn't said it.
If you really work hard, you shouldn't said it.

And I knew
If one day I stopped talking, there will be nothing left in the conversation between us.
If one day I have run of out jokes to say, there will be no laughter left.
Everyday I asked if you have anything to say, I doesn't know why I even ask since I knew the answer.
When can I hear you say something to me...That is why everything seen so close yet so far..

Do you still not know how I actually felt?
Maybe I still doesn't mean anything in you..

I have no more smile left...Because there aren't any hope for me to keep smiling..









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