Monday, 7 January 2013

Blazing hot weather

Lamapig:

   Is it me?  I thought it was till my sister asked me is it really hot on my side. I said YEA!! So humid and annoying, can't sleep well at night and it's so hot.

 When i went to gym, i really have sweat rolling down my breast. That's how hot it is... and because It is so hot I'm not thinking straight. There is a major list "things not to do in the present of a man" that is known by most ladies out there... One of them is..

"Never bend down with back facing a guy"

 especially when you are in gym... wet... and in tights. I done my abs training and going to pick up my bottle of water without thinking and while I am bending down, immediately i have this thoughts "Shit! there's a guy right behind me" (doing his stretching thing).

The look on his face when I turn around was quite funny and I'm embarrassed though. So he gave a polite smile so did I. I'm sorry to embarrassed you and myself... and it might be a disgusting view for him lol

Its nice to be in starbucks sometimes having a chill coffee at the warm night, since having problem sleeping and might be a good idea to relax your head a little. Just that when the weather is hot, the air con is too... lol oh well it's better than nothing.

I wish i can post some picture of random things i took but my blackberry is abit silly... and take ages to send pic -_- .. I miss my samsung galaxy 2 :( sob..

Hope people in Asia who is feeling the warmth too, to have a cooling relaxing night.

Those in cold country, I'm afraid we need to swap just a little :P and I will give your icy cold weather back once I'm stocked up with cold air in my system.

Sigh wondering how is Mr. Grey? Did he miss me? Hope he do :( .....

Poor lamapig...

Sunday, 6 January 2013

Another creation

Lamapig:

Hi all, Sorry that I haven't been able to make any post the last few days. Been a bit busy and I wasn't very well since Friday.

Had a great weekend and watch twilight eclipse last night. I never watched Twilight before, as I know It's never been in another of boyfriend favorite list.

But I was bored and unwell so I saw it lying around on the table so I decide to watch it.

I got to say My my...

The werewolf Jacob he's really nice! Well on his looks not probably the best looking or good looking one but the aura he gave like he is protecting Bella and always looking after Bella, makes me really touched and like him a LOT! in that movie!

But it is sad, as Bella chooses the vampire and he still keep waiting around for him as he know bella also likes him..

I told Mr. Grey

I like the werewolf jacob :D   i said

I thought u said u hate hairy chest (suspicious face), grey said

But he's not hairy! In fact he have no hair at all, i said

He's a werewolf..., grey said

Even he transform into furry werewolves it's cute wolves hehehe

I was thinking hmm yea I don't like hairy guys, it's true guys should have hair, as they are man after all...But some was really too much, like Austin powers... OMG...

Chest hair I'm not a big fan but it depends really.. Not like the scene in the movie Along Came Polly, when he playing basketball with a hairy chest top naked man and accidentally rub his whole entire side of his face on the sweaty chest...

When I was in the cinema, watching that film.. Everyone goes EWWWW...

Exactly.. that is gross... but beside that if it's well maintained, it should be fine.

Guys hate hairy woman, doesn't mean woman doesn't have hair. Well they make sure they maintain it (normally) imagine guys, if your gal full of armpit hair... and arms... and maybe on chest (i seen woman with hair on chest trust me). So guys got to make sure they maintain maybe just a little ^^

I have calcium deficiency since a child, it's natural for me to not have any hair on my arms,legs and (most) parts of body. Well occasionally maybe twice a year.. I can see a tiny growth which I have to shine it under the sun on my arms to see the tiny hair... and it be gone after awhile. Very strange? I know. Fortunately I still have good hair on my head.

Even though I have to be careful to make sure I have enough calcium intake and my teeth and nails break easily (all due to calcium) but fortunate thing is... I don't need to shave or wax... and Mr Grey love the smooth skin and he quote "never felt a skin that smooth before" (blush) as even if woman shave, skin get rough and dry or spiky when tiny growth.

I think this said, something might seen bad but it's actually not as bad when u get used to it.

Will post more tomorrow.
Good night all


Thursday, 3 January 2013

Story of the lonely flower

Lamapig :

I wish things could remain what it was...
No matter how hard I tried,
I can never make a differences.



Today, only thing i would do. Is to post a story... called the lonely flower.


There was once a Flower in a far back part of the green house.
This poor Flower was a little kinked because it had fallen off the table a little while back.
This caused the Flower to become rather sad for it felt that it now was flawed and that no other Flower would hang around with it.



The Flower become more and more lonely as it saw all the other flowers playing with each other. They had so much fun, and he had none.



He thought that the Master Gardener was not nice when he pinched off some of his leaves. He did notice that slowly the kink in the stem was healing and was less noticeable as time went on. Yet, he could not bring himself to play with the other flowers, he was afraid that they would not like his kink and make fun of him. So he sat nicely on his table and hoped that the Master Gardener would bring an understanding flower into his life.


One day, as the Flower was sitting around enjoying the sunshine, the Master Gardener brought a beautiful Rose into the green house.


The Flower thought to himself that this Rose was a very beautiful one, beauty he had not seen before. The surprise was that the Master Gardener brought the Rose and set it down right next to the Flower. The Gardener was heard saying to himself that he loved these two flowers very much and that he had special plans for them.


The Flower became very busy and shy. He became scared since he had not really ever been this close to such a beautiful Rose before. Finally, he got enough courage to talk to the Rose.


He was surprise that the Rose was also shy and had a small kink too. Most surprised was he because the Rose actually talked to him. He was so happy that he glowed and people noticed that he looked more beautiful because the Rose was talking to him.


He thought that although the Rose had a slight kink, she too looked more beautiful because of it! Finally, the Flower got the courage to ask the Rose to play with him. He had thought of it for some time now. He wished to make the Rose very happy but he was not sure how to play. He hoped that the Rose would help him to learn.

So he said,


"Will you play with me?"


The Master Gardener was very pleased when he heard this request.


He promised to help both of the flowers to learn to play as he had set up the game.


And so the story begins, of the fulfilled Flower and the Rose. The rest of the story needs now to flourish.
April 10, 1991 Stefan Ulrich.
 
 

明明就, somethings is so obvious that doesn't need any explanation


Jay Chou, song from his new album. Everyone been asking me to listen to it, finally get around to it today.

Song name: 明明就 means Obviously.

Strange enough and coincidences maybe, first time he film his video in London. Too bad the song is quite short but still really nice.. I have post the lyrics below, hope you all like it.


 
Lyrics:
 
Candy jar with lots of colors
But the smile wasn't sweet anymore
 
Some of your happiness, when I not there.
 
In this medieval city, I knew I can only walk till here
Seagull not circling the sea, can fly farther
 
Distant bagpipes I only care about your message
Castle guarding secrets for love, and I guarding our memories
 
Obviously you are not used to holding hands
But why we end up hooking hands
Your mind filled up too much I can never broach
 
 
Obviously, that person is more gentle
Maybe that person can give you more
No more choices, I will naturally become a friend
 
 
 
 
The perfect song for me today........thanks for reading. x lamapig
 
 

 

Wednesday, 2 January 2013

Fifty Shades of Grey - Mr Grey

By Lamapig:

Another day, usual life back to work again.


I manage to get the comment box working, its open for everyone. I know some people love to post nasty comments just for fun, well I think maybe you need a life in a better sense? But it's ok, I can just delete and won't take it to heart so no point wasting your time ^^ . Oh yea, why is the comment box on top of each post? Not below?.. (CRIES) i dunno why sob :'(



Mr. Grey back to work today too, It's harder for him as he's been on holiday for around 2 weeks. Since before Christmas hehe. But because i'm SOOO hardworking I only get Christmas day and New year day off.

Everyone must be thinking why I call him Mr. Grey?



Book Set: Fifty Shade of Grey



Is it because of the book Fifty shade of grey? Is he a pervert? (well well it's for me to know =p)
Actually It is because his name happen to be close to it and the same sad side he have is the same as Mr. Grey.

Personally I have the book Fifty shade of grey, but I can't make myself to read it... Not because of the sexual content, it is because he let me think so much of my Mr. Grey (no not the pervert part but people who read it know what I mean i guess)

I stopped half way through and give it to my sister,

She: "Why aren't you reading it?"

Me: "No, I can't make myself to read it"

She: "Why? Is it very very violent as in sexually?"

Me: "That isn't too bad, nope it's not that. Think I'm just afraid the ending going to be bad, and sad......"

I remember I stopped at the part where Grey warned Ana, and message he said to Ana (Below is just similar things he said I can't remember what he said exactly but just in different context)


You shouldn't be with me, I'm not like normal boyfriend who can shower you with love or flowers or care. I don't even care about you the same way as them.

I don't sleep on the same bed with woman, because I won't be able to sleep. So don't expect me to do that.


You don't understand, my head.. keep saying things and dark things...Don't expect me to understand or feel for you when I can't even understand myself.


I been step on many times in my life, so now I just want to dominate people and not being push around anymore


 


That is when I choose to stop... maybe not the time to be reading yet, it let me recall too much and I'm too afraid but the similarity is so close... that it freaks me out during that time.

My sister finished the first book, came to me and say "Ahh now i know why don't you read it, it is quite similar..."

My sister finished the third book, keep going on how good the ending is and urge me to read it...
Lol, strange enough.. When knowing they have happy ending.. I don't wish to read it even more...

Because.....that is a book, ending is written by the author (well written of course) reality won't be the same, no matter how confidence I always bring myself to me.. Sometimes you got to accept the truth..

But my Mr. Grey, I know as he is changing so fast (in a good way) just like Christian Grey,

In the book, C.grey did things with Ana that he sworn he will never do with other woman, it confused him why he do that?

Everytime he ask himself when he did things against the rules he set before..... for her...

Slowly he realize... and I'm happy he did..

My Mr. Grey slowly did things he told me he will never do, I hope Mr. Grey won't be orange seeing this post (orange is the word I used to replace his "Stress" word)

This is a blog and I wasn't lying and by reading you should know..

Hehe, I'm just telling the reason why I call you Mr. Grey, nothing else ok? *Pat head*

I'm going to the gym and a walk, need to clear my head...


My sister message me today, say the clot the blood she found in dad's room...He coughed up lots of blood again, I told sister to help me ask him, but sis said he didn't say a single word to anyone last night..and haven't been talking to anyone much, waiting for me to come back... My dad and I are the closest, I know what he is thinking, he know what is going on and he is afraid even though he always show he is strong and doesn't worry about it but he is just trying to enjoy as much as he can... in a calm way.. and observed...

This is the main reason why I left UK to come back to Singapore, leaving Mr. Grey at the very beginning of our relationship. Left my job when I just got promoted to trainee assistant manager.. I told sis, you do know his time is running out? Sis got sad and said Please not so soon, I want him to hug our grandchildren. I smile and said to her, "I'm afraid, he can't."

After that message, I put down the phone... strong sour feelings came deep down into my heart. If there is at least something, anything I could do in return for additional few more years with dad. Yes, i mean anything.. i wasn't with him for 4 years...I know when that day come, it will be such a huge blow to me.. I won't be the same lamapig anymore, I probably move somewhere far far away, or be a nun.. I don't know how I will feel at that time... Anyway I think I should stop bragging before making this blog a DARK blog.

I'm sorry readers....doesn't mean to... Time to gym and clear my head :)

... I hope you don't have a stressful day... And Lamapig misses you today too.


Genting Highland

By Miss Lamapig:



It's coming toward the end of the day, I woke up from a short nap of 1 hour i think.. Had my second half of lunch as dinner. Not feeling very well today, weak and i doesn't know why.. When i lay down feel my lungs or chest really tight and uncomfortable -_-" .

Last night, i set my alarm at 7.50a.m as when it's 8.00am my time will be 12 midnight at Mr. Grey so I can call him to wish him HAPPY NEW YEAR! As he was couple minutes late when he say that to me :P.





I said with so much confidence, "I will be on time unlike you" on Skype before I went to bed.

Happily I went to bed, alarm rang as planned on 7.50 a.m...as I drank a bit last night.. I stumble through my blanket and grab my phone. By the time i found my phone it shows 7.56 a.m. With a message on my phone says "Your phone memory overload, please delete some files" and gave me options to delete "Dropbox or Language or Whatsapp"

My stupid blackberry phone, that company provide for me to use is just sad. As it have no memory card, only 2 MB or something space in there, I can only have max 40 pictures and not more than 12 songs in there and still overload -_-.. So i decide to delete Dropbox (suppose to use for work to check my files if i'm outside) I was thinking nah, i'm not using it anyway..

Once I choose to remove dropbox, I regret almost immediately. I scold myself, ahh What you doing? Do you not know how long it will take to remove it and you will be late!" Sure enough.. it got hang on just selecting to remove section. I saw the time ticking... and Its 7.58a.m... I can't do anything I'm like ahh what should i do.... So i remove battery, replace it back and switch it on.


What have i done??
 
By the time phone reboot to normal status..
The time shows 8.08a.m ......

I know I'm late, so trying to hide the embarrasment I was going to dial anyway.. And I can't get through! -_- think my credit not enough... So out of ideas I message Mr Grey (blush) Happy new year and (brief explanation). He replied with a cheeky face and he dialed me (happy).


Its nice hearing his voice, sounds cheeky and probably tipsy at the moment. But never forgets to mention how cool and noble he is.

He ask "You hungover?" hehe. But he did wish me happy new year and said he misses lamapig ^^ So it is a good beginning for the year, I went back to sleep after the call with a big smile :) .

Open my eyes at around 11.30 a.m because of knock on the door and someone trying to open the door, I got up and heard someone saying "She still asleep?" And E replied "I'm not sure, I can call her".

So I open the door, said sorry I was changing (Yes i got to change to decent clothes before I open the door since I don't wear much)

Saw auntie (E's mum) by the door, ask me did i just woke up? I said "Yup, sorry Im changing" So she said she just want to grab (A) handbag, as she left.. Before she left she said they got me a bun, ask me to eat. Which i had for breakfast.

They going to Genting Highland, It's 1 to 2 hours drive from Klang. As their relatives is here so all of them going up to Genting for New year. So I wish them a good trip and have fun. Genting Highland... the first time I been there was with my Dad and also the last time our whole family actually went out together.

It stationed very high up, in the middle of the clouds.. where is at least 15 degree lower than normal ground which is colder. When I was there when young, they still building the themepark, beautiful memories...of whole family happily go out... even for the last time, even the themepark wasn't ready... It was nice.
View of Genting highland
This is how Genting Highland looks like now, the main limelight is the Casino.

Biggest attraction in Malaysia, and packed with more Singaporeans then Malaysian itself. Where Singaporean will go there weekend to gamble.

Me personally going up there only once after my family, with my friends 6 years ago and never been there anymore.


After they left.. the house gone quiet, kinda nice and relaxing.. Got the bun, coffee and head back to room and do this blog... and also make some funny pictures for Mr. Grey.

Mr. Grey saw this blog and he say it's nice and professional and he likes it ^_^ and if post by him will be quote as Mr. Grey if he want to post xx

Now you know i am be a very talented pig yea? :P

Ok, time for me to get a drink, and head to bed.. Good night Mr. Grey, keep your smile... Lots of love xx Lamapig
 

Tuesday, 1 January 2013

Year 2013 - Creation of our new secret blog


 
By Miss Lamapig:

Today, is a new beginning of Year 2013. The very first day of this year, currently it's 5.30 p.m where I am in Malaysia, I start putting everything together from 11.25 a.m, not too bad as it looks nice :D I have been thinking make our memories blog quite long ago, browsing through nice template but still I can't find anything that i prefer. I just want a place that is simple enough to put memories we have. That is when i decided to make one on my own. All the picture is made by myself so its copyright okie ^^?

This will be a secret blog, i will be lamapig and my Mr Grey will be either grey or orange (think will be orange as he always complain how weird it is to call him Mr Grey).

Our identity will never be reveal, no pictures of us (but pictures of things will be there of course) no names or whatsoever. If one day anything is to happen... we know where is the place to found each other again.. or just looking back . ^^ and of course I will update my normal boring life in there hehe

Mr. Grey, hope you like this blog. x lamapig